i am not in a good mood.
why? because someone insulted my bestie.
#@!^$^%#
you want to die arh
bloodyhell.digusting piece of sh*t.
BAH.
anyhow, i have no mood to do work already.
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made to worship you.
use me O Lord. TALKTALKTALK / 3/31/2005 09:38:00 PM
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anyway, too bad lah. go download MozillaFirefox if you wanna see the great version of it.
hah.
there's sthg wrong with blogger/IE anyway.
since both are infested with viruses.
okay,first day of the year.
haha sec4.
it still feels quite faraway though..
cant imagine myself being the oldest in the schl.
grin.ohwells.hope i get used t it after sometime (:
TALKTALKTALK / 1/01/2005 11:08:00 PM
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if i open a shop, it wont be closing anytime.
eat strawberries and cream.
a sure way to gain weight,
but then again,
someone is alr quite heavy.
can you like remove that tagboard,
super irritating.
i cant read the posts and i have to go blogger
just to read your post.
bet you put it that so that i cant see you mocking me in your posts right.
bah.
anyway, shall go and get ready.
ARISE, here i come.
okay, super lame.
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get to be a laobanniang.
dont worry la, i'll TRY to visit your
hah.
i wont forget you, dont worry, as long as you give me a tinker once in a while.
grin.
sorry arh, talking like that.
listening to some song and its making me feel nostalgic.
:D:D anyway as i was saying.
go for it! pursue your dream!
as for me, i'll be eating strawberries with cream everyday enjoying manicures and pedicures, while my RICHRICHRICHRICH husband will be STILLworking (as maybe a .. designer? i like designer guys) but only because we (okay fine, he) enjoys it.
its a passion you know.
a passion cannot be denied.
HAHA. ohdear, i can just imagine myself sitting ard everyday.
DAMN this will not do.
i think i'll end up marrying somebody poor and lowprofile WHILE I RISE UP HIGHER AND HIGHER AND EVERYONE KNOWS ME (like everyone alr doesnt, haha)
shit maybe we might not even live to that day.
rapture capture!
okay that sounded wrong.
hah.
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the picture is there to stay ;)
anyways, nobody comes here except us what (^#%&!#$^#& SO LOSER CAN)
so it's alright to spill out your misdeeds and stuff.
hahas, i know you're at a band meeting now!
sulks.
my brother bought back the beef teriyaki instant noodles!
CONTRARY TO WHAT YOU SAID.
PFFFFFTTT.
i'm watching scoobydoo now.
heh.
okay, im gonna sleep soon.
doubt i'll be able to stay quite awake tonight.
heh.
TALKTALKTALK / 12/31/2004 11:50:00 AM
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no bestie of mine is going to be a loser.
anyway, i learnt a new term last night.
indiviualized study option is also know as project (?!)
hardly makes sense or maybe i'm just slow.
ohwells, BESTIE BESTIE, WONT YOU TAKE THE PICTURE AWAY?
PLEASE?
went for the singing thing today and i made new friends!
grin
am looking forward to sunday though its going to be a new year.
hopefully i'll be able to study hard for the O's.
am really afraid i wont be able to do well,
but i also dont know what i want in life.
hmm.
everyone says that being an aromatherapits is no good.
actually, i think so too, but then i find it interesting and
i think its satisfying for me to make people happy.
oh, i dont know. maybe i'll end up in tourism?
so i must go poly? i dont know.
shall take one day's things at a time.
meanwhile, i have to wake up early tmr for band meeting.
groan.
anyhow, my bestie needs to sleep so i shall stop here.
post, please dont get lost!
ciao
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i am SO proud of myself.
everyone should be too.
hahas, now i dont have to go to samuel's house to learn alr.
:D hehs.
schl's starting so soon. 2 more days?
gah. God, please let me start the year right.
i dont need a repeat of semester 1 this year.
amen amen amen!
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i wont be cutting my hair for a long time haha.
its so short. i cannot stand it (STILL)
anyhows. i see janice has no interest in blogging here.
fine.
be that way.
.. PLEASE LAH BLOG WITH ME LAH I DONT WANNA APPEAR LIKE SOME LOSER BLOGGING ALONE IN A SHARED BLOG LAH.
heh.
shall upload more photos.
ah damn during the bbq we took one photo of us looking disgusted with each other but it seems to have disappeared.
bdiornhotizshiotj.
here, is a very unsightly & unflattering picture of The Bestie. hah.
(click to enlarge)
TALKTALKTALK / 12/30/2004 04:22:00 PM
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okay fine. not funny. i still cannot find my fod ( FREE OPEN DIARY. SIGH.) username.
saddening la. hahaha.
janice is upset at me. SO SAD.
just cos i mentioned her love for mats/mat fashion.
heh.
heh.
heh.
AIYAH I AM BORED LAH JANICE CAN YOU BLOG.
TALKTALKTALK / 12/29/2004 10:34:00 PM
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JUST REALISED I LOST MY DIARY.
as in. my fod.
SHIT SHIT SHIT.
DIDNT USE IT AFTER I FOUND OUT ABOUT THE JOYS OF DIARYLAND.
AH DAMN.
THAT WAS MY REALLY PRIVATE (and immature) DIARY AND IT CONTAINED ALOT ALOT ALOT OF THINGS.
ALL MY HURT MY HAPPY TIMES MY TEARS MY FEARS EVERYTHING.
AND I LOST IT.
FREAK LAH.
ALL MY OBSESSIONS WIT LP / ALLANWU / ****** / GOOGOODOLLS / CREED and everything.
OH MAN THIS IS SO BAD.
AND I CANT RETRIEVE IT COS I DIDNT PUT AN EMAIL THERE.
SHIT I HATE MYSELF.
sorry im just being manicdepressive/sentimental/making no sense.
WAILS. TALKTALKTALK / 12/29/2004 03:19:00 PM
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uhh..the besties are back once more.
yes. ohwell, next year is coming.
i dont wanna be sec4!
nono.
okay, out of point.anyhow, i have a camera.
i miss thailand and shopping(!)
i still love nut.
and some garangkuni man is speaking to me
through my brother's window.omgosh.so scary.
TALKTALKTALK / 12/29/2004 01:54:00 PM
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JUST CAME HERE FOR FUN AND REALISED THAT.. WE'RE BOTH FIFTEEN NOW!
damnit. time passes so quickly.
we blogged here when we were sec two.
and we're gonna be sec4 so soon.
man.. :D so proud of us. aren't you? heh. okay. im lazy to edit the sidebar profiles and everything.
hah. i love you bestie!
natania-
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sighs. exams are coming. God,help me to concentrate.please.
that my attention will not be diverted from studying to distractions like phone calls..please?
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heh.exams finish this thursday. woots! until then,i gotta study.
natania- TALKTALKTALK / 5/07/2004 05:23:00 PM
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dont tell me not to cry.
u dont know what we went through.
the pain.the agony.the frustration.
the resentment.the scorching sun.
the sweat,blood,life,soul and all we
had put in.the many quarrels we had.
the longing we had.the vision we had.
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we let mr sukit,mr mickey and mr chong down.
i'm so sorry.words alone cant make it up to you guys.
all the timeyou guys spent
the life you guys poured into teaching us.
us.we were rebellious.stubborn.
but u pushed us.scolded us. made us laugh.
made us determined.brought us closer.
i cannot repay u back.my only hope is that u know the Lord.
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just shoot me.
[itsjustapretyfacadethatendswheni'malone-]
janice. TALKTALKTALK / 4/18/2004 09:54:00 PM
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everyone's falling sick.i hope all them will be well enough to go for the competition.grin.
okay..i'm very boring but i digress.
today was a very tiring day.did the third movement over and over again.
then sweated sooo much.couldnt take it and broke down.
and some people were so inconsiderate.made so much noise which only worsen my headache.bah
but kc was nice,told me to take care online.so sweet. i hope he will be more zhi tong.tsk.he so buay zhi tong can.nvm.all the best to him and man rong yeah..muahahas..he said that i was kpo.ohwells,i'm just as kpo as he is buay zhi tong.so there.
then wen also very nice.he ought to be la.stll say that he treat me like one of his best frens.grins..hahas..but A seems jealous leh when she saw me drinking from his water bottle today.
saw dhiya,faizah,naqiyah and ramija in the train. they called me over to tell me that they saw someone.sheesh.nvm la.and naq got 2nd for 400m.hurray!
congrats naq!grins-
mummy got the passion of the christ dvd.may watch it today.
nat said i digress damn fast.ohwells,that's precisely what i do most of the time.but then if i dont digress,where can i find so many things to talk.
right.back to where i was, betram was also very nice.ask me how i was. hmm..how he know ah.die la.that means the entire band plus the 2 yusoff guys know.so malu.hahas..ohwells.anyway,edmund,the yusoff drum major was so funny.put on a hairband before he threw the maize.hahas.. reminds me of my uncle in sydney..he has an accent and he smokes and he shops like a girl- as in he shop very long de.i will kill myself if i dont wear proper shoes before i follow him to town to shop.bah..walked for soo many hours.but that was last year.okay.where was i.okay nvm..
anyway,yesterday was a very productive day,had service in the morning. then went for oral test.bah..psgh had to prompt me several times since i studied like only an hr the day before.then rushed to the hawker centre to eat. hahas..kenneth,liang,anyi,pam,timf,shawna,andrewfam waited for me.so nice of them then went for back to church for home visitation and spoke to 3 pple along with nat and they prayed to receive chirst!!yays.then saw paul's ex phone and me and nat were fightin for it to cos peng's pic was there. went to visit angela in the hospital then went to lj's with yenching,anyi and nat for dinner.was dragged to take neos but they turned out okay.i'm so unphotogenic and i spent just now deluding hanwei.he asked me to tell him something to cheer him up so i was like err..think i like u a bit before la.sheesh.obviously he hasnt gotten over me.
anyway,mel u better apologise for making just a din if not i dont massage u le.oh wells..even though u dont i think i still will help u.bah. TALKTALKTALK / 4/10/2004 08:52:00 PM
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boo natania boo. everyone's in their world. THEIR world. without me.without me.
natania- TALKTALKTALK / 3/27/2004 10:07:00 AM
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holidays that didnt feel like holidays flew by.had band for 4 consecutive days.each session lasting 8 hrs.
imagine.at least 7hrs plus under the sun/rain.
i have gotten considerably darker.but my tan is fading yet again.
perhaps its due to my fair skin which does not allow me to go beyond a certain shade of tan.
darn.and i was hoping that my tan would stay longer.but it probably would have to since i have 18 more practices to go to SYF.
heh.and our uniform is black and red.pretty cool. but people, take note!.it is so much nicer than the uniform of the sch we all know that has the same colour.
right.had rehearsal at gombak stadium today.tiring. astonishingly, im not tired.
weird.
right, some sec one kid annoyed me today.bah.noticed the kid in bold. tsk.so childish.ask him to pick up the litter he thrown and he gives me the face.sheesh.'i never throw it what.u cannot see meh.i'm drinking this one!'he whines.so rude.
but i shall be nice and give him another chance and not report him for littering, rudness and untucked shirt.nearly slapped his arrogant, fat face.
breathe in, breathe out. ohwells. shall stop here.need to do homework.nites.
janice- TALKTALKTALK / 3/22/2004 09:15:00 PM
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i want to cry.
-natania TALKTALKTALK / 3/06/2004 08:54:00 AM
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pourquoi?i studied so hard.but this is what i get.
perhaps it wasnt meant to be.i even failed english paper two.i thought i would do well as it was a pretty easy paper.well,i know i suck now.
i cant imagine my dad's face it he sees my report book.it definitely would be a look of horror.my results suck shit like nat would say.esp my physics and A maths.God help me.
on a lighter note, i mananged to be the top for chem.quite a surprise.
never did expect it.and i passed chinese.i thought i failed but thanks to God i passed!!maths was okay.just careless.nevermind though, still got that A1.
back to my life.have to write a speech.elections are coming.i need courage and a good voice.please pray for me yeah? taking photos tomorrow for the presentation.oh yuck.i am totally unphotogenic.my seniors will scream their head off with laughter.right.and i do not like MOE.how can they!take away my e maths teacher.he's the best teacher i ever had for maths and there will be no one like him and they are posting him to another
school!!! arragh!!
pourquoi?pourquoi? TALKTALKTALK / 3/02/2004 10:35:00 PM
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until then,i better enjoy my 'common test over' days before I GET HOMEWORK AGAIN.
which,of course,is soon.BAH.
david tao rocks.david tao rocks.
only one thing.
i don't know how david tao looks like.
heard he looks like a monkey.
sigh.watched this discoverychannel video during bio today. and i realised that A LOT of people in my class believe in evolution.
and damn,i didn't make use of the great chance to share with them the gospel.
in a way,i could say i was scared.
in another way,i told them that i didn't believe in evolution because of religion,
but they started talking about buddhism,and everyone was saying like how the so called goddess came along,like maybe the big bang or something,so i just shut up.
how was i supposed to tell them that by just believing,believing in the right God,the only God,they would get the answers.
i didn't dare to.
God,what do i do now? did i do the wrong thing?
natania- TALKTALKTALK / 2/24/2004 09:33:00 PM
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but last paper so what.
aft tt is back to studyin
sheesh
natania- TALKTALKTALK / 2/23/2004 02:16:00 PM
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grins. my blog's kinda screwed. i dont like the picture.
alrites. off to search for it.
natania- TALKTALKTALK / 2/20/2004 05:06:00 PM
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and that sTUPIDD sarahh so extra. hehs.
im okay im okay. everyone go see my blog.
rockss. okay lah it doesn't. pauL rocks(: he's so friggin sweet.muahahahaa.
i still think the constipation part was hilarious.
to me at least.
he found it funny too! then he was like 'cant imagine what would happen if its diarrhoea instead'.
GRINS. TALKTALKTALK / 2/19/2004 03:53:00 PM
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janice- TALKTALKTALK / 2/18/2004 08:18:00 PM
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but i wont care. go highlight the stuff for all i care.
natania- TALKTALKTALK / 2/18/2004 06:57:00 PM
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skiing is cool.i wanna go ski.
i miss skiing.really.
hur. TALKTALKTALK / 2/17/2004 02:08:00 PM
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imsoconfused.
i really really don't know what to do. TALKTALKTALK / 2/16/2004 08:18:00 PM
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no one's online. it's nine in the morning.couldn't sleep anymore.msgd paul and started arguing about sth.
i still wanna be his lawyer.
biang. TALKTALKTALK / 2/14/2004 08:59:00 AM
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anyway,my frens and i got stalked yesterday by our senior who's a little austistic. gdneess.forced us to go to the policepost can.then just nice, 2 policemen came over and asked us why we were loitering there.so bo pian. must tell them.then they saw the disarray we were in.such a mess.my fren's shirt was untucked and hey saw my badge.sheesh.darn. arragh.hopefully that guy doesnt bother me anymore.always touch my hiar.eeks.bahh
no mood to write liaos.nite.
janice- TALKTALKTALK / 2/13/2004 10:19:00 PM
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i love brinkster(: okay i am fickle.
bbut whatever. i am actually dreading going for ojt tomorrow.
more about it up on element07.
i guess it's the discouragement from all the ojts ive gone to. the numbers. the turn downs. the pathetic number of souls saved. who actually are willing to listen.
arrghhhhh. TALKTALKTALK / 2/13/2004 05:51:00 PM
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okay so im like whining everyday. but nevermind. i HATE YOU BRINKSTER. TALKTALKTALK / 2/12/2004 06:03:00 PM
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honestly i'm confused.don't know what's happening,but i sense that liang does not want to talk to me.
i don't know.meanwhile,my frikkin site is down again.
again.
screw brinkster. TALKTALKTALK / 2/11/2004 07:12:00 PM
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to lianglianggorgor(as i sometimes call you that when i act cute,heh.)
sorry i haven't been talking much,always making excuses to get off the phone quickly,even though you like call every night and stuff.
really sorry.
it's just that i've not been talking to anyone much,and i'm like badmooding because of particular stuff that you know about.
sorry.
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and to you,janice,too,sorry that we haven't been talking much as well.
you know how screwed up i am these few days. sorry. TALKTALKTALK / 2/10/2004 02:09:00 PM
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helped to take measurements for band uniform.die.going to melt.all black plus berry.but i'll be too scared to bother about being hot.right.need to type out survey.byee
janice- TALKTALKTALK / 2/06/2004 07:25:00 PM
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janice- TALKTALKTALK / 2/05/2004 10:57:00 PM
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joy asked what soup i like. gee.
like suddenly.. haha.
anyway,i'm really happy. really really happy.
for so many reasons.
..haven't bought the water bottle for him yet.
but i wrote a note which i will put inside the bottle.
just hope he realises that there is a note inside.
all my juniors are freaking sweet.
i love them. TALKTALKTALK / 2/05/2004 04:39:00 PM
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janice- TALKTALKTALK / 2/04/2004 10:51:00 PM
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heh.got more pics up.
including some irrelavant ones.
JANICE YOU BETTER UPDATE THIS MORE OFTEN.
honestly it's becoming my blog. TALKTALKTALK / 2/04/2004 04:13:00 PM
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two holes.
so now i have three holes,one on my right which is apparently closed and two on the left.
shan't talk much about my day.
for full details,click here TALKTALKTALK / 2/03/2004 05:54:00 PM
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happy for Christine that she has gotten herself out of depression,
happy because.. because i am happy(:
i had this weird dream about Serene which i only told Janice and her about,and they both laughed their heads off,probably at my stupidness.
bah. TALKTALKTALK / 2/02/2004 05:04:00 PM
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birthday today and we went to celebrate it at pasir panjang.gdness, so far can.
and my 31 year old cousin[so old and not married.sheesh.] said 'janice,i didn't
know u could speak chinese.'wth lor.just because i said huh?bu yong jing la.
choked on chicken rice today,as usual.then i asked nat for water and she was like
what if i don't give u leh? sheesh.here i was choking then she was jokking.
ohwells,can't blame her,she didn't know.yes,shall forgive u.stop feeling so guilty.
and he knows i like saif.what to do.nevermind.layered my hair today and its so
short,its awful.but like what paul said,nothing u do to your hair would make u
less beautiful in God's eyes.grin.shall take his advice and stop whinning
about it.
right.and i drank bacardi plus coke and lemon ydae.quite nice.and then when
we were about to go home,my dad made me drink tonic water plus lemon.gdness.
okay.shall stop here.kinda long.
janice-grin. TALKTALKTALK / 2/01/2004 11:55:00 PM
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realised i didnt bring my wallet though so hoongchuin paid.heh.after that went for worship rehearsal,after that samuel taught me how to play more than words.
the first part,anyw.
den daddy came to pick me up and on the way home i felt sick but didnt say anythin.
took a shower and really felt sick at that point of time so i took so fever medicine.
parents came into my room and prayed for me..sth which they haven't done in five/six yrs.
or maybe it was sth i didnt want them to do.
hah.no communication aft that.
no replyin of sms,no talkin on the phone..basically no talkin at all.
felt freakin feverish.
bah.then this morn couldnt wake up cause i was really really tired and felt sick.
so slept until wen called me dunno for what also.
it felt nice not to go to school.
lyin in bed.and just sleeping to catch up on all the sleep i lost thinkin at night and stuff.
the insomnia the everything.
and i really think i should work for like say one day so that i can appreciate school.
cause everyone's like tellin me (esp gor) how much i should study hard and appreciate school cause work sucks ...
but i cant unless i experience it myself.
and gor is askin me almost everyday if im studyin hard.
which reminds me,DAMN i have two tests today which means i have to go for make up tests by myself.
argh it isn't a very good day to miss school today.
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ah.i am once again stuck at home,unable to enjoy the pleasures of school because of the unmeasurable drowsiness i feel.
bah.it's funny how i only mentioned to gor and i-think-clement about me feeling unwell and it seems that a lot of people know about it,including the leaders.
ugh i feel like puking.
my only source of communication with the outside world is my phone.
been smsing when not sleeping.
called gor back last night but didn't talk much.
whine i wanna join aglow worship.
hahas hoongchuin said that samuel is our big brother.
note:'our' consists of tim,edwin and i.
never thought of it that way..
okay im sidetracking.
notice that i'm saving what i've typed into the computer,then go online and post it.
sheesh.haven't been able to go online,knowing that i would be on for hours and won't get my sleep.
so i'm a little backdated,excuse me. TALKTALKTALK / 1/30/2004 08:43:00 PM
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hmm..do u guys think that i'm those type of leader who was to do everything by myself?sorta selfish? TALKTALKTALK / 1/28/2004 10:35:00 PM
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until i got so scared cause paul was pissed at me and everything.
then.. cheered up a bit.
was raining (again) and started dreaming.
and dreaming until it was time for pE.
after pE was made to stay back.
teacher explained that me,lace and liting had to be separated cause we were making a lot of noise.
and that there was bad feedback blahblah.
so. my new place is right in the front of the teacher's table,unable to hide away from the prying eyes of the ever nosy teachers.
bah.and not to mention i'm sitting next to someone who's damn loner.
okay not discriminating or anything but she doesn't TALK!
i'm going to die.
after that.
started msgg clement as usual.
slacked and laughed and slacked some more.
ponned one period of a maths and went to talk to sarahh and liz in the canteen.
two juniors of mine.
was supposed to attend maths remedial with them cause i wanted to see mrs lim but my daddy came.
so i couldn't.
sob.and now i'm back in the comfort of my home.
it's raining so there's glass everywhere,instead of the open doors.
yes.had this deep talk with janice last night cause we haven't been talking like that for a while,and we were talking about how we liked people to see us as and what she thought of me.
apart from my pretty facade.
hm. TALKTALKTALK / 1/28/2004 04:01:00 PM
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did i mention that i love rain so much that it sticks in your head?
ah.i love the smell of rain.
it somehow brings me back to the basics,so that i can ponder and pause my life for a moment to think about simplicity.
but that's not the main reason why i love rain.
the main reason is...actually i'm not quite sure what the main reason is.
just a jumble of thoughts.
finding linkin park tabs now,and i don't quite understand.
gonna print it out anyway.
wish me luck! TALKTALKTALK / 1/27/2004 04:12:00 PM
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yawn.i'm hungry.
gg hoong chuin's house later for dinner!!
and practice.
haven't touched the songs yet.
sigh.
i'm hungry. TALKTALKTALK / 1/26/2004 02:42:00 PM
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it seems really stupid to be angry anyw.
hollandv was fun(:
heard lauren coughing like no hell.
now i know what it meant when she said she was sick.bah.
hope tomorrow rains.
hope tuesday rains.
hope wednesday rains.
hope thursday rains.
hope friday doesn't rain so that we can go town.
before that,all got pe or mass run.
so hope it rains.
grin. TALKTALKTALK / 1/25/2004 04:35:00 PM
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right.today was well,great.we actually wanted to eat with Paul but he went to eat with his YAM(young adults ministry) people.ohwells.yes,so we took at cab down to Holland with Kevin,Kenneth and Tim j.haha..and Kenneth was pointing out a sign on a car that said 'stop animal abuse' and then he started crapping about what the different parts of the cars were made of.hmm..ate at swensons(is this the spelling?i need to improve my spelling.)and Isabel joined us.and we went around visiting people.cos apparently they came to holland to eat.talk bout trendsetting.nevermind.that's rubbish.oh..and zhu hui came back!!yays.
haven't seen her in ages,nearly didn't reconigse her.and as expected she was taller then me but oh well,she has always been taller then me.
after visiting,we stayed in some place and talked with bell and gang.
went home with adeline after that.right.time to do homework.but i wanna sleep.
sulk-
janice* TALKTALKTALK / 1/25/2004 03:33:00 PM
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i'm freaking pissed.
don't ask me why.
ARGH,damnit.
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breathe in breathe out.
shan't lose my temper or anyth.
today was fun(:
damn self conscious.
think everyone was laughing at my treetrunklegs):
cause of my rarhrarhskirt.
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last samurai was damn good.
brinkster is screwed la.
anyi says her blog is much nicer but honestly,i don't see the diff.
sigh.why have such a complicated blog with all the fancy javascripts.
simplicity is my forte.
simplicity is my love.
ARGH i hate brinkster. TALKTALKTALK / 1/23/2004 09:43:00 PM
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janice.grin. oh paul,i never said that u weren't praying for me. TALKTALKTALK / 1/22/2004 10:17:00 PM
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was good.
thought about some stuff.
messaged him,told him that i thought we shouldn't be together.
he said that it was okay if i felt we shouldn't be together.
said he needed time to think,and that he'd still wait for me.
silence.
didn't know what to say.
went to sleep. TALKTALKTALK / 1/22/2004 03:36:00 PM
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and because of my nap in the afternoon,i cant sleep now.
spending the night alone.
watching the stars every night.
i love my room.
i lie down on my bed and i can see all the stars.
right above me.
so,lonely nights are always the nights spent thinking.
not tonight.. not tonight i hope.
i don't wanna think about it anymore.
don't wanna think about anything anymore):
been reading up a lot on Lordship.
it's cool.
it's what i want.
muuahahaa. TALKTALKTALK / 1/21/2004 11:53:00 PM
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just came back home from reunion dinner at my grandmother's place.
yes,the grandmother who practises favouritism.
really wanna thank God for answering my prayer.
that is,that my grandmother won't make me feel left out and extra and be bias against me in front of me.
do i sound like i'm talking sense.
then i'm thinking,should i have prayed that prayer,for after all,my assurance and security is in God.
it doesn't really matter how other people make me feel bad,make me feel useless and sad.
does it?
only matters what God thinks.
correct me if my mindset is wrong.
so,should i have told God that?
on the other hand,God wants us to tell Him everything ..pour out everything to Him.
hm.
i'm thinking.
pondering. TALKTALKTALK / 1/21/2004 10:39:00 PM
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slept the afternoon away.as usual.
bah.my life sometimes doesn't make much sense to me.
hur.liang's in malaysia now):
and clement's going tomorrow.
where am i going tomorrow.
supposed to go seoul garden but now no one wants to go.
all ponning except audz and i.
BAHH.nvm.
tomorrow is going to be so boring.
gdness.
chinese new year songs and the likes?
full works displayed.
i'll say. TALKTALKTALK / 1/20/2004 08:06:00 PM
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using school com.
hell with my resolutions too.
ahh.really have nothing to write.
slacked like no hell today.
school is boring.
but fun(:
went to the sofa room during bio.
squashed three sofas together and eight people were sitting on them.
tracy,alicia,liyuan,lace,liting,rose,audrey,and me(:
gossipped .. and gossipped some more.
i cant stop grinning.
still. TALKTALKTALK / 1/20/2004 02:21:00 PM
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janice- TALKTALKTALK / 1/19/2004 11:07:00 PM
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i cant take pink anymore.
sorry but it was killin my eyes.
might change to blue and orange or smth.
hur.paul's blog rocks lah.
freaking cheem.
cant believe im fifteen this year.
bah. TALKTALKTALK / 1/19/2004 09:41:00 PM
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finally got the picture up.
hahas.
and to adeline :thank you so much for the chocolate.
means a lot to me. TALKTALKTALK / 1/19/2004 09:23:00 PM
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buying what janice?
the halter?
eh WEAR IT LAH.
wear together k.
heh.and i chose the tube for you!!
grin. TALKTALKTALK / 1/19/2004 08:47:00 PM
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janice- TALKTALKTALK / 1/18/2004 10:03:00 PM
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no one made me happy today.
ohwell,kinda expected.
clarice said i wrote beautifully in the taunting.
..i know i didn't.
i don't know how to let go completely.
i really don't.
sob paul's gotta work tomorrow.
so he cant go out with us.
he offered to bring us out shopping on monday though,after school.
come to think about it now,i don't mind..heh.
never mind.
and i'm so sorry to all those that i called last night at one in the morning.
just needed to talk to someone but the world was asleep.
it's crazy.
people,i'm alright.
i'm fine.
thanks for all the concern the past few days.
i'm not sad anymore.
at least,i'll try not to be.
yes,janice,i'll grin with you.
thanks for everything.
i love my bestie(: TALKTALKTALK / 1/17/2004 09:17:00 PM
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got the white form today.
4 people in my class have to take the jab.
ohwell.im still sad):
was pretty happy in school today.
no scoldings,hardly any lessons.
friends kept stripping gladys and using camera phones to take pictures AND a video.
hahas.then my friend was like 'wait pause while i try to work this thing.'
damn funny la.
stripped her as in took off her shirt and skirt.
hahas.cheer me up,people.
i better not feel sad anymore tomorrow,if i really cant find my file which i am emotionallly attached to.
chocolates will do,think i will cheer up much more if we make Paul guilty on sunday (heh heh.)
you know what i'm talking about.
though it's kinda mean,you know.
keep hinting to him and bullying him.
hahs.till then,chocolates are most preferred.
a few pieces are enough(:
make me happier by getting me a metal pick.
didn't manage to get a pick today,went straight home to sleep.
as usual.
realised that i'm having a very slack lifestyle.
in the holiday mood already,for cny.
hur.gonna buy a black collar shirt.
i still think i deserve a pullover.
yes i do.
playing grade8 now,but not taking exam cause i don't wanna do scales and stuff.
whao grade8.
but ohwell,i won't even get the cert but never mind.
remember to get me chocolates or a balloon!
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okay,so andrew kept my file.
at least it's not lost.
wheee!!
but still,make me happier!
celebrate with me(: TALKTALKTALK / 1/16/2004 10:32:00 PM
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wahhaaha.
heh.i cant stop grinning.
and i know you're having tuition right now!!
this is so out of point.
ahh nvm.
one more day and it's the WEEKENDS!
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i lost my file.
i am very very very sad.
and damn,i lost it for a whole week and i realise it only now.
sob.
i cried.i cried over a file.
it's crazy. TALKTALKTALK / 1/15/2004 09:14:00 PM
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gdness.
i was forced to go for some stupid presentation when i dont know what to do at all.
bah. TALKTALKTALK / 1/14/2004 02:55:00 PM
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aku cinta padamu.
janice. TALKTALKTALK / 1/12/2004 08:28:00 PM
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my co form teacher is too cute le(:
i love my teachers.most of them anyw.
grin.one week passes so fast.
decided to like school and be grateful that im still studying and not slogging my guts out like some certain people i know.
i feel like jumping.
happyhappyhappy xD
shall go update the taunting.
ahh.and Janice,i realised that we no longer see each other on wed:(
sob.tmr we have .. the TEST.
and youth.
still cant think of any name for our cia.
seriously i dont think anyone is enthu about the idea except the both of us.
ohh will everyone be surprised when they know who our youth leaders are!!
grin.told ya there's nothin i dont know.
and after that i've got worship rehearsal.
bah i have to wear the same thing i've been wearing every month.
s h e e s h. TALKTALKTALK / 1/09/2004 09:41:00 PM
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nat-he's so cute.hee.anyway,bout that incident,cool down.just ignore it.
anyway,darryl's singing reluctantly.haha..so cute.can't stand him.grin. TALKTALKTALK / 1/09/2004 09:11:00 PM
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janice!and for people who are wondering why i'm using nat's account, blogger's screwed too.invitation error. TALKTALKTALK / 1/08/2004 06:56:00 PM
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congrats on being the same height as jon now.
grin.
lalala.you and i know who rocks.
not to mention he's freaking cute.
and freaking poser.
i gotta cool it..gotta wait a few days more.
bah .
oversensitivity.
paranoid.
JEEZ. TALKTALKTALK / 1/08/2004 02:17:00 PM
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janice!yawn* TALKTALKTALK / 1/07/2004 10:25:00 PM
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still in the midst of doing it,cant find a proper place to host my wonderful graphic.
wanna help me find a host,anyone?
and im not confused le(:
i can bet with ya that he dont like me anym.grin.
i still love natania. TALKTALKTALK / 1/06/2004 02:25:00 PM
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heh.we must never let him know this or he'll be wayy over his top.
bah.anyw,banked in money aft school today.
school was great.
all classes have homework except us.
muahahaha. TALKTALKTALK / 1/06/2004 01:41:00 PM
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janice.=] TALKTALKTALK / 1/05/2004 08:12:00 PM
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i should msg him but ..iya waste of sms.
you know what i mean la.
im still pissed.
going to church is not a social gathering.
going to church because of me is even worse.
i rather not.
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ah. on a lighter note,i regret not having venezia's today.
it's kinda passe anyw. TALKTALKTALK / 1/04/2004 07:58:00 PM
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compared to knowing You,my Lord.
lead me on,
and i will run after You.
one of the songs from samuel's cd.
grin.
ahh.school.
when i think about it i feel like fainting.
still having holiday mood.
go natania go.
hehe.spent quite a bit on overseas sms.
malaysia,thailand.taiwan.
msgd percy last night and began with 'hey sexy'.
hahas.wwell.today was pretty cool(:
i mean i heard a whole stream of 'lalalalala..'s at a go.
whao.i keep thinking about it.
dunno why.
cried during prayer wont say why.
let's just say im really grateful to God for carrying my burden of .. ya.
hur.anyw,samz john clement janice alec(?sp) and i went to thai express for lunch.
BAHHH.so express what.
hahas,went arcade after that and played drums again.
saw eric and we ended up playing bishi bashi and daytona.
alriiiiight.
came back after that and here i am xD
and did i mention that grace brought the magazine?
which means i saw BEER!
grin.happy birthday!!
tmr's his bdae see.5th jan(:
oh.grin reminds me.
sickening paul told janice that i was trying to sow discord between the both of them.
cause i told her that he bought the rabbit for her cause the pink and white reminded him of what she always wore.
HAHA my frog is still cuter.
he said the rabbit looked damn toot.
hur.and he told me to kiss the frog so that it would turn it into a prince -_______-"
as long as it doesn't turn into him it's alright xD
still pretty amazed by the tongues.
hm.
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janice! TALKTALKTALK / 1/03/2004 11:32:00 PM
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1.exercise?i need too and i want too.perhaps swimming.
2.cut down on my sugar and fat intake.been consumming wayy too much last year.
3.read God's word.not going to make excuses anymore.
okay..these are currently my resolutions.let's see, today was a pretty great day even though i had to run.for band.urgh.hmm..firstly,i had band practice which was mainly marching.was rather confused though.changed most of the steps and we have stunts to do.sheesh.its bad enough having to march and blow and memorise our steps and notes already and now we have to do stunts.sigh.i guess this proves that i'm a bad multi-tasker.oh.and we got scolded as usual for not falling in properly and now we owe Mr Mickey 9 rounds around the sch field.i detest running.
hmm..after that,i rushed to JEc for OJT[on the job training].hmm..it wasn't really productive since there were so many groups there.oh well, at least we managed to speak to some of them.and 4 of them were pam's friends!yes and i went to church for YWAv and lauren came!mother pao.grin.
and then i went for my friend's bdae bbq.heh.got served by the guys.so nice of them.oaky.went home at ten.
pretty long day,don't u think.
janice!grin. TALKTALKTALK / 1/03/2004 11:14:00 PM
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he probably thinks it's over.
argh.now he's gonna think i'm some idiot who accepted the cd and dog chain then tell him i dont like him.
argh.i mean he probably guessed that i didnt like him.
:(what am i going to do.
in his eyes i'm probably some heartless girl right now.
boo.what if he sticks pins in a voodoo doll--which represents me?
what if he doesnt come to church anymore?
what if he kidnaps me?
he didnt reply my mSG!wARgh.
what if he cries?
seriously im gettin kinda freaked by the 'time to take action' thing.
sheesh.i wanna be single!
bah.
after all,i don't really care..i guess.
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ay.enough.
should concentrate on school.
i really wanna do well this year..dont wanna drop and take combined instead.
all my teachers are pretty good,but i still gotta depend on myself.
hm.this is seriously becoming my blog.
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alright i think he doesn't like the [pro]digy anymore.
HAHA gdgd.
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my great redeemer
my heart will worship
Almighty Saviour
You take all my guilt away
turn my darkest night to brightest day
You are the restorer of my soul
this is a damn nice song.
really. TALKTALKTALK / 1/02/2004 04:29:00 PM
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getting a tagboard now,soon we'll chat through tagboard alright?
grin(: school today wasn't so bad.
starting to enjoy it,actually.
i still think it's holiday though.
and when i finally get used to school days it will be cny.
bah.
i loveee natania(: TALKTALKTALK / 1/02/2004 03:43:00 PM
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so,Janice,this is basically a place for the both of us to rant non-stop..i guess.
HAHHA.apart from our black book,that is.
right.new year's resolutions!(: (though i never keep them,this is the first year i'm even makin them.)
1. make it a point to go for obs.meaning,get less than 6 dps before 6 feb.
2. i will enjoy myself this year,as well as work hard.
after all as mr Eio says 'children school term is starting. better wake up and work hard. dont let history repeat itself' -.-"
3. ..actually i dont think there's a 3. i dont really care about the 1. either.
ay,seriously i dont really know how to work this..blogger thing.
been using brinkster for so long,blogger was in sec1!before blogs came into trend,anyw.
just wanted to say that i went through a lot of things in 2003..both good and bad.
whao. this whole year..this whole year.
so many things happened.
but one thing never changed.
cant really believe i accepted the dog chain just like that.
he probably thinks .. thinks that i like him.
jeez.howhowhow.
too scared to tell him that i dont like him.
he probably wont come to church anymore,knowing him.
and i seriously dont wanna spoil our friendship.
DIE LA.
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heh.anyw,Paul's gift for us was sososo totally cute!!!!
xD we made him guilty.
hah.at least we achieved our main purpose hhehehe.
i love my frog.
watchnight was damn fun.
apart from everyone imitating :"i dunno la..!"
cheh.nvm its okay.breathe in breathe out. TALKTALKTALK / 1/01/2004 06:28:00 PM
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